My head really hurts. I've been getting a lot of headaches lately. Maybe it's lack of sleep. Maybe it's all in my head.

Tonight at RUF, for the first time in awhile, I wanted to be alone. I didn't want to sit with anyone else. I just kind of wanted to be by myself. My head was hurting and is still hurting now. I just don't really know if I'm doing that well. Had a bad day at work, and I took a two hour nap because I wasn't feeling well. There's work that I'm not doing, and I still have this feeling that I don't fit in. I don't know why I feel so horrible. Today was the first day in awhile that I spent some quality time with Lord.

Isn't that supposed to make you feel better?