Contrary to popular opinion the day God created light wasn't on the first day as most would believe. It was the day he created Woman. Man was never meant to be alone and that's why Eve came: to light up Adam's world.

I just found something that I had misplaced for awhile. It is the small pain that reminds me that I don't have a girl; a peer, to place my affections on. It is the small ache that begins to tell me that the contment I have enjoyed for so long has just about had enough.

I feel like I'm having trouble holding back my affections and would much rather just give up the struggle and let them pummel some hapless girl, but I keep my hand tightly on the reigns of my heart. Like a large excited dog, it pulls me along happily, stupidly, not knowing where it's going or what it's doing.

I need a drug; something to heavily sedate it. Maybe putting it to sleep for another year or two.