Sunday, February 23, 2003

After about 2 to 3 hours, I got done playing Monopoly with some friends, and headed home, but not before I stopped by some other friends house. This was a desperate attempt on my part to catch them before they went to sleep.

Earlier that night Missy, Dawn and Juanita called me wanting to hang out, and I had already made plans to go out to eat with Melissa, Rachel, Rachel, Jenn, and Erin. I told them (Missy, Dawn, and Juanita) I'd call them back, and I didn't. I envy the people who's friends are all in the same group. I've been busy screwing over friends I care about because they have a conflict of interest with eachother, therefore my interests get very conflicted.

Well, when I drove over to Missy, Dawn and Juanita's house later that night, I found a dark lifeless house. There was a small hope that I might find someone awake since there was a little light coming from one of the bedrooms. Seeing as I was desperate to make up for not choosing them as my group of friends for the night, I went to the window and exchanged a sentence or two with Juanita, who was obviously on her way to sleep. I felt like an idiot, but more than that, I felt like a bad friend. I felt like the jerk guy who chooses one girl over another. You know those guys (or girls) who hang out with their boyfriend/girlfriend about 20 hours out of every day and neglect their other friends? Yeah? Well that would be me if I had a girlfriend. Hence the reason why I am girlfriendless at this point in time.

I am definitely ready to get some sleep. I've been up for about 20 hours and I think sleeping in my clothes sounds really good right now. So I'll be going to sleep now. I'll have no problem being able to sleep through the noise from the party next door.

Party on guys.

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