Do you ever go through what you want to say to people in your mind?

I haven't been able to go to sleep because of it. I was thinking about things I would say to various girls. I would tell Meghan how I'm sorry it turned out the way it did. That I wish we could have just been friends from the start. I was thinking about what mom and I would talk about if we happen to talk again in the middle of the night like we have done twice already this week. I was thinking about how I was going to take Michelle Beckman out to dinner and how I can't wait to talk with her, and find out what is new in her life, and tell her what's new in mine.

I was thinking about all of the other girls I miss and want to talk to. About wanting to catch up with Amanda, or wanting to talk and hang out with Summer and Karen. I was thinking about the ridiculous amount Kellie Kettles and I have in common, and how much I've enjoyed the time I've been able to spend with my little sister Trinity. Other than my mom and sister, I haven't gotten to chill with some of my closest friends lately.

What is it about a girl's company that is so different from a guys? It's not the mere length of their hair or their sometimes wider hips. It probably has nothing to do with the application of cosmetics to their face, or the lack of hair on their legs. It definitely doesn't have anything to do with the fact that they pee sitting down. Whatever it is though...

I miss it.