I was busy making a trip to the other side of town so that I could say, �what's up� to two guys who I don�t know very well. I was actually driving there because I thought some of my friends were hanging out there. They had left by the time I got there and so as to not feel like I had made the trip for nothing, I sat down and watched the news for a while.

Some guy with a suit and make-up, talked about how we sent in missiles from cruise ships and also flew stealth bombers into Baghdad. The interesting thing is that this small bit of information was drawn out over a few hours and by the time I was finished watching it, they were on their fourth or fifth time saying the same thing they had just said. The catch is they worded it differently and threw in some live camera feed of a completely deserted Baghdad, which just ended up looking like a photograph since there was absolutely nothing indicating that there was any movement.

After both guys were heading off to bed and I felt like a shmuck just sitting there by myself watching the news on their lazy boy, I said my goodbyes and began the 20 minute drive home.

I�m not bitter though. I wasn't crying on the way home listening to Vanessa William's Save the Best to Last. Well now I'm here, and there isn't any party here, and my every attempt at a party tonight has been shot down. Schoolwork this and schoolwork that.
I can't go anywhere in this god forsaken college town and not hear something about schoolwork. Are people taking classes or something? I feel like I�m taking crazy pills.

I have an �on call� shift tomorrow at Ale House as if I were some kind of highly paid doctor. If they do end up telling me to come into work, I will be very unhappy! I will have squandered a large portion of my time-off from school, and will have spent it making money, which is something that I do NOT want to do right now.

Why get ahead when you can just keep up?

It's a crazy messed up world we live in, when I'm sitting at home and my friends are either doing schoolwork or sleeping. There�s something just not right about that� no wait, there is everything not right about that. I hate not partying, what purpose do I have in life, without the party.

Why can't I just party all day everyday? Why couldn't life just be one perpetual party? All day everyday, going from one party to the next only taking time off from the party to catch a few hours of sleep.

-Wake up
-Read the bible
-Eat
-Play some cards
-Play some basketball
-Swim and hang out by the pool (read a book if I want to)
-Eat
-Hang out with some beautiful babies
-Smoke a pipe over a good conversation with a close friend
-Eat some desert
-Blog
-Sleep

And then do it again the next day. Life would be so much fun. This might only be fun for about a month but oh what a month that would be.