How am I doing?

I'm not too sure. Everything seems great from the outside. I'm being responsible and just scored an 86% on my first Sociology Exam (top ten in my class). I'm working at Cracker Barrel and have a well-balanced schedule. I'm seeking out opportunities to meet with guys in my Bible Study and the church youth group. I'm teaching the Word and leading discussion groups, and I'm sharing Christ with people around me. My heart is soft, and not hard, yet behind all of these things everything is not all together.

I am casually sinning and don't have the strength to pull myself out of it. There is no defining point of change, so when I'm faced with a temptation, I barely put up a fight. I'm not living in freedom from sin, but rather I'm enslaved to it. I truly believe in God's grace, and I know forgiveness is right where I fell. I just need to break free from bondage. Now how do I do that? Maybe God is just waiting for me to ask for his help.

I guess I'll start there.