God saw fit to bless me with yet another opportunity to lead someone to Christ.
On my break I sat down with one of my co-workers. His name is Kevin and he is going to be a Senior at Winter Springs High School. The people's hearts at this McDonalds are so drawn towards the Lord.
An unforseen battle has began to take place in my heart and mind. I have struggled with this in the past but I have never dealt with it to the degree that I am now. Pride is my adversary. At every turn, I am on the verge of losing my balance and falling into a deep love for myself and what I'm doing. The truth is that God is the one who changes people's hearts and God has led the project from the first day even though I would like to think it was me.
Even now as I am writing, I feel the deep ocean of pride seething within me, searching for it's release. This feeling makes me sick to my stomach and it makes me want to vomit. I will be glad when it is gone. I just hope that it doesn't make a mess.
I hope that it will find it's way directly into the toilet.
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