There is an ongoing battle going on between my mind and my heart.

My mind tells me that breaking up with Meghan was the best decision and will be the best way that we can get to know eachother and be friends. Then my heart is telling me that I want someone to care deeply about and I don't even want the possibility of Meghan liking someone else. Then my mind kicks back in and says trust that God has the perfect girl for you. Whether it's Meghan or somebody else, you don't have to worry about it...

It's still going on...
and I think my mind is winning