I wish my mind would just give me a rest.

I'm exausted from all it's thinking. I wish there was a button that turned it off. I'm having my dinner right now which consists of Pizza flavored Pringles and Orange Juice. Hopefully my meals will improve as the week goes on. I wish I could eat a steak right now. I wish I had a new car, I wish I had lots of money. I wish I had all strengths and no weaknesses. I wish I had a girlfriend. I wish, I wish, I wish.

I wish I would stop wishing for things that I just plain don't need. It seems all the things that I wish for are the things that would require no trust in God. I think I'm just going to take the hand I'm dealt and in the end I might just find out that God had a perfect plan, and that he was in fact doing what was best for me all along.

I'm tired...

I'm going to sleep...